294. Тоска и смущение бывают от осуждения других. Перед Матушкой смиряйся и слушай ее наставления. Во время пустых разговоров лучше читать книгу

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I received your letter, I wish you spiritual salvation and peace of mind. May the Lord deliver you from melancholy and embarrassment. It’s not good that this happens, it’s obvious that you judge others. Tell your mother everything with faith, don’t hide anything and don’t justify yourself, but rather blame yourself. If when Mother receives you unkindly, then do not be embarrassed, but continue to walk and tell her. Humble yourself before her and obey her instructions. Don’t be embarrassed if you don’t accept it right away, but endure with humility and reproach yourself. May the Lord help you in your obedience, and may you help you to live peacefully with your neighbor. Try not to leave the rule. It’s better not to engage in empty talk, but read some book at that time. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: