295. Мыслям против Матушки нельзя верить. В келлии следует слушаться старшую сестру

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. You write that melancholy is attacking you. Be patient, and pray to God, and ask God for help. Try to humble yourself more in front of everyone and listen to Mother. Don’t believe your thoughts against Mother, this confuses the enemy. Tell her everything about yourself, and listen, and do what she says. If you blame yourself and ask for forgiveness, then you will be at peace. If she reproaches you, try to ask for forgiveness. Try to live peacefully in your cell, listen to your elders, and don’t act according to your own will. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: