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I believe that now your sisters, mother O. and Yu. V-na, have already reached their monastery, and you have an answer to your letters, the last one signed by the father’s pen. He is no longer with us in body, the gloomy grave has hidden him from us, but in spirit we believe that he remains with us. His blessed death gives us a certain hope that the Lord called him to peace from the local sorrows and illnesses. He died on the 11th of October, at noon at 7 o'clock and 20 minutes; I was sick for five weeks, and for more than three weeks I did not consume any food, except for a small portion of water - no more than a dessert spoon; but the heavenly bread, the Most Pure Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ strengthened him, he was often vouchsafed to receive it, and on the very day of his death he was vouchsafed this gift; although he was ill, he was of clear memory and sound mind, and in a few minutes he crossed himself and, once blessing those present, calmly surrendered his soul into the hands of God. A few hours before his death, Father G-ii and S-m arrived, followed by Father M-l and E-m. The burial took place on the third day: there was not the slightest objection to the spirit, and the hands were very soft, like those of a living person. There were quite a few secular people who were disposed towards him at the funeral, who all brought tears of condolences; V–th P.B. also arrived before his death, and triumphed spiritually, which was very noticeable. Here is news for you, albeit unpleasant: but we should not grumble and indulge in sadness, but believe that God’s limit has set this time for him - and thank His goodness for such a comforting death, pray to His mercy for the repose of his soul in the kingdom of heaven, and believe that he will be there as an intercessor for our salvation. May his memory be eternal. I don’t know anything about your situation. Yu. V. received a letter from S.; I thank her and bow to her, O-e and A-i, and your other sisters, and wish you all peace, health of soul and body; and, asking for God's blessing on you, I remain your unworthy pilgrim, the great sinner I. M. October 14, 1841. You might be interested in: