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Although I feel and recognize myself as a sinner, your zealous acceptance of me in your house undoubtedly intercedes with you for the reward of the righteous, not according to my dignity, but according to your zealous disposition towards the title I bear; bringing you my gratitude, although it will not be of any importance for you, I am obliged to bring it to you; and the feeling of it does not allow me to remain silent. I thank you, most respected N.N., not only for myself, but also for many who benefit from your favors. I rejoice from the heart and thank the most merciful Lord for the beneficial disposition of your heart to compassion for your neighbors, and you bring His goodness thanks for the fact that it deigns you to be His instrument in helping those who need help. May He vouchsafe you to hear the voice calling the blessed of His Father into the kingdom prepared for them, and to be a participant in it for keeping the six commandments (Matthew 25:35–40). I am sure that you will not consider this as praise or flattery - far from it; and I, as I personally advised you, and now I propose to do everything with humility, not attributing anything to your own mind or strength: but remember the word of God: without Me you can do nothing (John 16:5); Whenever you have done all that is commanded you, say, as we are unworthy servants: for what we ought to do, we have created (Luke 17:10). And although the enemy dares to bring thoughts of arrogance and opinions about virtues, let us present to him our weakness and sins; Of course, this can humble us; and from it all the enemy’s machinations that cause confusion will be crushed, and peace and silence will shine. I owe a lot to N.N., he calmly and quickly took me to O., and then returned safely to his monastery; I found everything, thank God, in good order and health. O.I. brings you his most humble gratitude for accepting me, and for your goodness, he shows you his deepest respect; also Father Fr. L. shows his respects and thanks for the gifts. For this, asking for you the peace and blessing of God, with my lowest respect I remain your unworthy pilgrim, the great sinner I.M. You might be interested in: