НАЧАЛЬСТВО

Are you asking if you are making a mistake by continuing to bear the yoke of authority? - No. You are obliged to carry it until your superiors say enough is enough. Since it not only does not say this, but, on the contrary, imposes a new task on you, knowing your bodily infirmities, then it is not at all on your mind to consider the question: should you give up work (1, p. 5)? 2. Approval for the position of rector. Seeking admonition in the books of our fathers. Cultivating humility. Serve everyone so that everyone is saved and achieves what they seek and enter the monastery In the soul you just need to take care not to tower over and dominate, but to serve everyone, so that everyone is saved and achieves what they entered the monastery to seek. Make calculations every day with your soul in the evening. And sweat her thoroughly until she goes from being a superior to being the last novices - so that she can fall asleep with this thought, expecting to soon appear before God’s Judgment. Look for all sorts of admonitions in the books of the fathers and in prayer... There is a Guardian Angel. The Lord will command him to explain to his soul what is appropriate (1, p. 16). 3. Harnessed? - Take it, God commanded Well, have you been harnessed?! Take it, take it. Let the sweat pour in! We need to take it. God commanded (1, p. 16). 4. Avoid worrying and trust in the Lord You can avoid worrying, placing all your trust in God and exerting your efforts as much as possible (1, p. 16). Take care to fall asleep without worries, having shaken everything off with evening prayer, both yourself and the abode of God in your hands (1, p. 16). You might be interested in: