721. Тоску посылает Господь для очищения грехов

You write that melancholy is with you. Maybe it has passed now, thank God. We must endure everything and ask the Lord for patience in everything. And the Lord sends melancholy to cleanse our sins. May the Lord help you in obedience and help you live peacefully with the nuns. You don’t have to sin with anyone, but rather humble yourself and respect everyone. If your health is weak, then they won’t send you to the cattle station. And if they send you, you don’t have to refuse either. In a monastery, all obedience must be carried out with diligence. The more difficult obedience is, the greater the reward you will receive from the Lord, just do it and don’t complain. And leaving for the world is a great sin. May the Lord deliver your brother from wine. Pray to God for him and send him a piece of paper. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: