679. Акилине. Если не будешь понуждать себя к молитве и искреннему смирению, то враг совершенно возобладает тобою

I received your letter and from its content I see that you voluntarily surrendered to the enemy of our salvation. If you do not force yourself to prayer and sincere humility, then the enemy will completely dominate you. Force yourself to go through 10 Jesus prayers loudly and with attention at each stroke of the clock, and then add more according to your zeal. In church, too, walk through the rosary, at least in a slight whisper, choose a more secluded place and don’t turn your eyes around, but for fighting thoughts and drowsiness you will receive martyr’s crowns, and the harder the struggle, the greater the reward. Humble yourself before those younger than you, live temperately, do not eat until you are full, for this will multiply your thoughts. If you behave very boldly and freely, then you will not escape a fierce carnal struggle. Get better. Don’t ask for a mantle, and when the Lord pleases to vouchsafe you, nothing will interfere. Invoking the peace and blessing of God, I remain with sincere goodwill. Patiently endure the temptation brought upon you, and the Lord will help you. You might be interested in: