498. В начале всякого доброго дела бывает трудно. В церкви лучше удерживать слезы. От послушания не отказывайся

For your congratulations on the holiday, God save me, and to your greeting I answer: “Truly He is Risen!” May the Lord give you peace and joy to your heart and teach you humility and meekness. Pray and ask Him for help with this. And what is difficult is that at first every good deed is difficult, but then they get used to it with God’s help. If you get used to going to Mother every two weeks, then do so, it’s good. What happens can be written down for memory. You shouldn't cry in church, you better hold back your tears, otherwise the sisters will see you. Don’t tell Mother about duckweed, she wrote to me and that’s fine. Here you shouldn’t be offended that you let someone else do the work; you should also give the other one the job and help her. God bless you to start the work. Then it will be inconvenient to say a prayer using the rosary, try to do it this way, without the rosary. And perhaps it will be possible, then it can be done using the rosary. There is no need to refuse obedience if you can go. I send a blessing to the sick Evdokia. May the Lord heal her illness. Let the prayer service be served to the Mother of God. 1 rub. received, God bless. Calling upon you peace and God’s blessing, I remain with the desire for salvation. You might be interested in: