420. Бог устрояет о нас только то, что полезно нашим душам. В мире врагу легче погубить тебя

Sister in the Lord Pelagia! I received your letter. “You write that you are very offended by Mother Abbess for not letting you see Rev. Lawrence.” Why be offended? Always try to remember that everything that happens to us happens according to the will of God. If Mother doesn’t let you in, believe that God Himself is speaking to you through her. And don’t think that these are just words, but this is the absolute truth. God arranges for us only what is useful to our souls. And He does this out of His great love for us. If you remember this, you will be less upset. And that you would like to go into the world is an enemy’s thought. The enemy is looking to somehow completely destroy you. And in the world it is more convenient for him to do this. You must go to church, despite the fact that you are worried and embarrassed. All this, God willing, will pass. Yes, try not to judge anyone. Remember everything and say to yourself that I live the worst life of all, and prayerfully cry out to the Lord: “Lord, have mercy!” Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: