415. Надо бороться со страстями, тогда и помощь от Господа придет. За свое нерадение не избежишь наказания

May God's mercy be with you, and may the risen Lord resurrect your soul from despondency and sinful sleep. You write that the Lord has abandoned you. - This is your sin. Rather, you abandoned the Lord, and therefore passions rose up against you. We must fight passions, ask for help from the Lord, avoid cases that excite passion, and bring repentance to them. Then the Lord, seeing your zeal and compulsion, will send help for deliverance. If you don’t want to go to church and don’t pray at home, then you are showing your negligence. You will not escape punishment for this if you do this. There is also no need to judge. For condemning others, you too were allowed this passion. But humble yourself, proud man, before God and people, and you will receive God’s help and relief in your battle. Calling upon you the peace and blessing of God, I remain with the desire for salvation. You might be interested in: