412. Старайся исполнять Божии заповеди, и Он не оставит тебя

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. Going to St. Petersburg will hardly do you any good. After all, you haven’t seen them, and they haven’t seen you either, and it’s possible that they will receive you unlovingly, and instead of the expected consolation, you will only receive sorrow. And besides, there is no money. Mother Abbess told you the truth that you must place your trust in God, and I will add that He clothes and feeds the birds, then will He really leave you, who work for Him? Just try to do what the Lord requires of you, keep His commandments, and He will not leave you. If you currently need anything, you can write to him there, maybe the Lord will put it on his heart to help you. Surrender to the will of God, and you will calm down. I send a blessing to M. Abbess and earnestly wish you health of body and soul. Calling upon you peace and God’s blessing, I remain with the desire for salvation. You might be interested in: