343. Постоянно имей в мысли, что ты хуже и грешнее всех, это самовоззрение одно только правильное

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. Peace and salvation to your soul. May the Lord deliver you from confusion. Don’t believe these thoughts, that the treasurer’s office is burdened by you. This is completely untrue. And if he refuses, then there’s nothing special about it. She is also a person and maybe sometimes she will get tired. And you shouldn’t ask about a change in your treatment. If you want to treat her, then be respectful, show her obedience, humility, and you don’t need to pay attention to her appeals. Leave your pride and voluptuousness, and try to keep in mind that you are worse than everyone else and more sinful than everyone else. Stand with this thought in church, pray to God with this thought, treat Mother and the sisters with this thought. This thought, this self-view is the only correct one. But delight, delight of the heart in any way is deception of oneself, this must be avoided in every possible way. If your passion is hurt, first of all try to ask for forgiveness from that person, because the bitter fruits of complacency are obtained, you must avoid consolations, not believe them, be afraid of them. Pray to God to take consolation from you and give you a heart contrite for your sins. This is more salutary than all pleasures. May the Lord keep you in humility and in a feeling of repentance. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: