335. Смущающие помыслы старайся отгонять молитвою. Надо понуждать себя ко всему: леность ходатайствует душе муку

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I wish you spiritual salvation. I received your letter. May the Lord deliver you from embarrassing thoughts. There is no need to indulge in them, but try to drive them away through prayer. Yes, humble yourself more and reproach yourself. This happens for pride and for judging others. Laziness and negligence must be overcome, one must force oneself to do everything; remember that laziness brings torment to the soul. You have to celebrate Pentecost every day, but go to services, that’s your rule. Pray and ask the Lord for help, and He will not leave you. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: