323. Надо понуждаться на молитву. Уныние терпи и не поддавайся ему

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I received two of your letters. Lord help you to work for the salvation of your soul, and most of all to humble yourself and repent of your sins. You must be forced to pray, even though there is no zeal, but the proper rule of prayer that you have accepted must certainly be followed. And reproach yourself for coldness and negligence and ask the Lord for help. Endure despondency and don’t give in to it, but force yourself to either do something or follow a rule. You also write that they are taking Mother as treasurer from you. Well, what can you do, it’s clear that it’s God’s will—both she and you need to submit to the will of God. If Mother allows you to write to her, then write - that’s good. But you shouldn’t go with her, don’t even think about it. It's not good for you. Moreover, you are already dressed up. Ask the Lord for patience. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: