320. Подозрительность происходит от гордости

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I wish you spiritual salvation. May the Lord deliver you from the passion of suspicion. And don’t accept such thoughts yourself - it happens out of pride. If she loves someone more than you, then, therefore, she is worth it, you have to think so, but consider yourself not worthy of love and reproach yourself. Love yourself, and obey, and humble yourself, and you will be at peace. But there is no need to suspect others, it is sinful. I cannot bless you to receive communion every month, it’s like being an abbess. Only we are not told to do that. It is better to read the Gospel while standing, especially if you don’t read much. I received a prosphora and socks, God bless you for your diligence. And oh. Zosima thanks for the prosphora and the socks. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: