317. Старайся искоренять зависть, гордость и осуждение. Подозрительность – большой грех. Надо привыкать творить одну Иисусову молитву

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I wish you spiritual salvation. If you write that your soul is at peace, then thank God. Thank God and pray to save you from the passions of envy, pride, and condemnation of others. And try to eradicate these passions yourself. That the treasurer's mother calms you down is good. Go to her and say everything without hiding it, and try to follow her advice. But there is no need to suspect her, this is a great sin. And don’t believe these thoughts. These are brought from the enemy to shake your faith. May the Lord deliver you from suspicion. Do the Jesus Prayer in church according to the rosary, try with attention, force yourself, and you will get used to it with God’s help. You just need to get used to saying the Jesus Prayer. On holidays, try not to miss services. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: