315. Старайся открывать все помыслы, не смущаясь. Не завидуй, если кто-то пробудет у Матушки дольше тебя

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I received your letter. May the Lord help you to open your thoughts and obey Mother. If it’s difficult to learn this, then don’t be discouraged, but be patient, get used to it, and ask God for help. Don't be shy, try to say everything. And there is no need to envy this if someone stays for a long time; every sorrow has its own needs. Try to live peacefully with Pasha, consider yourself worse than her, don’t judge her in anything. M. Treasurer, you are both the same, and she cares about both of you equally. And if when thoughts bother you, then say a prayer. During obedience, say a prayer without a rosary, but in church during the service you can use a rosary. You also need to count your rosary, this gives you more attention to prayer. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: