302. Свое исправление начинай со смирения, послушания и терпения. Старайся исполнять все советы Матушки. Лучше терпеть скорби, чем жить спокойно

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I received your letter. If you write that you are not getting better, then you need to start improving and ask the Lord for help. And we must begin with humility, and with obedience, and with patience. Most of all, listen to Mother and don’t do it your own way, but do it as she orders. Otherwise, if you ask and don’t do it, then there will be only worry. That's why Mother refuses you. And you try to do what she says. And there is no need to suspect either - this is a great sin. What she tells you, you don’t need to tell others about it. Humble yourself more, and there will be no torment, and your thoughts will bother you less. Otherwise everything happens because of pride. Don't envy those who live in peace. It is much better to endure sorrow than to live in peace. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: