300. Не верь чувствам, которые приходят во время уныния. За терпение получишь награду от Господа

M. St. O. n. G.I.H.B.n. p.n. I wish you peace and spiritual salvation. May the Lord deliver you from the blues. This is despondency with you, which happens to everyone. Pray to God and ask yourself for patience. Don’t believe the feelings that come during the blues, but reproach yourself more and force yourself to humble yourself in front of everyone. Force yourself to be obedient to Mother Treasurer, not to judge her for anything and not to think bad things about her. But whatever seems bad to you in her or in others, think that this is the enemy representing it to you, and quickly drive away this feeling with prayer. If the good feelings have passed, do not regret it, but surrender to the will of God. Tolerate is healthier for the soul than to enjoy. You will not receive anything for pleasure, but for patience you will receive a reward from the Lord. Pray and ask the Lord for help and patience. Don’t even think about going on a journey, it’s a temptation. Be patient here with humility, and you will be saved. Peace to you and God's blessing. You might be interested in: