148. Немирствие может быть и из зависти

You say, can I be saved? Come and see the former great sinner, now St. Mary of Egypt. Here's St. example. Sister Justinia in the Lord! You describe your negligence and lack of peace with the tenant, that she very simply gives everything away to her sisters. Check your heart to see if it is indignant out of envy. Of course, you can say this, but why be angry because of someone else’s good? He who remembers death and fears eternal torment forces himself in every possible way to correct himself and pays more attention to himself. The Lord said: “If you do not forgive your sins, your Heavenly Father will not forgive you.” I ask for God's peace and blessing on you. You might be interested in: