142. Терпи, и смиряйся, и во всем укоряй себя. Больше смотри за своими немощами, а других не осуждай

I wish you spiritual salvation. I received your letter, God bless you for your congratulations on the holiday. You write that you live carelessly. Humble yourself more and bring repentance to the Lord for your sins, and try to correct yourself according to your strength and be forced to live like a monk. You must have patience and humility, and in any unpleasant case you must reproach yourself, and not make excuses. That you live in silence, thank God; try to use this silence for your salvation. Try to live peacefully with the teacher. If she listens to you because of her disposition towards you, then tell her if you see anything, she is not acting like that. And if she only gets offended by this, then keep quiet. And out of love for her, pray to God for her, so that the Lord will protect her from everything inappropriate. Yes, look more closely at your weaknesses, and consider yourself worse and more sinful than everyone else, and never condemn anyone. Calling upon you peace and God’s blessing, I remain with the desire for salvation. You might be interested in: