118. Покаяние выше всех добродетелей. Многие взяли на себя труды и подвиги, чтобы получить прощение, но человек, не помнящий зла, опередил их

Justinia! Peace be with you. The mercy of God be with you all. I received the letter with the attached ruble. Do not be discouraged, but always trust in the mercy of God. Repentance is higher than all virtues. Write to me, and I will answer you when I have time. Many or some took upon themselves labors and exploits in order to receive forgiveness, but a person who does not remember evil got ahead of them, for the word is eternal: forgive a little, a lot will be forgiven you (Evan. Luke 6:37). Try to be more silent and answer: “Forgive me, pray for me, a sinner.” I wish to correct myself and not judge anyone, know yourself, and it will be done for you. St. Ephraim the Syrian also prayed: “Lord, grant me to see my sins and not condemn my brother.” Let us also imitate him. And silently, and sometimes with our lips, we will continually cry out in the sinful heart, imitating the blind man of Jericho: “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me.” If through weakness you happen to sin in some way, then, without delaying time, make a start for correction, calling on God’s mercy to help you. “Lord, have mercy and help me to improve.” And do not give in to despondency according to the word: “As often as you fall, as long as you rise, you will be saved.” I sincerely wish you all health and salvation. You might be interested in: