113. Иустинии (Филипповой). 1896–1908. Старайся жить, внимая себе и понуждая себя на все доброе. Научайся терпению и покорности во всем

Sister Ustinia in the Lord! I received your letter. You write that you treated Father Archimandrite Moses for how many years. And he died and said to relate to Father Israel. But since you have no disposition towards him, [then] you turn to me and ask for advice and guidance. Try to live with God’s help, pay close attention to yourself and force yourself to do everything good and pleasing to God, avoid everything bad and sinful, preserve and take care of yourself, do not be proud of yourself, do not grumble, do not envy, do not despise and do not condemn anyone, but blame yourself for shortcomings, and reproach, and condemn, and consider yourself the worst and last of all. But do not be discouraged and do not lose heart, but take courage and be strong, and you will find peace and tranquility of soul. And ask yourself often: Lord, give me patience, generosity, meekness, humility, obedience, and submission to the will of God.” And say the Jesus Prayer more often and “Rejoice to the Virgin Mary.” Read fatherly books for guidance, consolation, and admonition. And less idle talk. And don't be embarrassed, but be patient. It is said in the Gospel: “Through your patience you will gain your souls” and “he who endures to the end will be saved.” Calling upon you peace and God's blessing, I remain with sincere goodwill. You might be interested in: