Master Lord Jesus Christ, our God, who alone have the power to forsake sins, for I am Good and Lover of Mankind, have despised everything in knowledge and not in knowledge of sin, and grant me without condemnation to partake of Thy Divine, and glorious, and most pure, and life-giving Mysteries, not as a burden, nor as torment, nor as an addition of sins, but for cleansing, and sanctification, and the betrothal of the future life and the Kingdom, to the wall and to help and to the objection of those who resist, to the destruction of many of my sins. For You are the God of mercy, and generosity, and love for mankind, and we send up glory to You, with the Father and the Holy Spirit, now and ever, and to the ages of ages. Amen.
Despise - leave without attention. In control and not in control - consciously and unconsciously. Application – multiplication. Future belly - future life. To object to those who resist - to drive away enemies.