I am not pleased, Master Lord, that you may come under the roof of my soul; but since You, as a Lover of Mankind, want to live in me, I boldly approach; You command that I open the doors that You alone created, and with love for mankind, like You, you will see and enlighten my darkened thoughts. I believe that you have done this; It’s not like you drove away the harlot who came to You with tears; You have rejected below the publican, having repented; lower than the thief, having called Thy Kingdom, Thou didst drive away; You left the repentant one below the persecutor; but from the repentance that came to You, Thou didst restore all things in the person of Thy friends, the One Blessed One always, now and to endless ages. Amen.
I am not satisfied - I am not worthy. Whatever You want - as You want. Goddamnit - how it was. In the person of Your friends Thou didst fix it—thou gavest (them) a place in the host of Thy friends.
+ Thou didst not drive away the harlot who came to You with tears... - see: Luke 7:36-47.
Below, you rejected the publican when you repented... - see: note to the 1st prayer for Communion.
Below the thief, having known Your kingdom, You drove away... - see: Luke 23:39-43.
You left the one who repented below the persecutor... - we are talking about the Apostle Paul - see: Acts 9: 1-22.