1. Lord! I won’t even die first, save me, overwhelmed by unclean passions! Keep me from a drunken and unchaste life! Save me by Your omnipotent grace! Save me, whether I want it or not, the damned one wants to be saved!
2. Most merciful, eternal God, good Heavenly Father! I confess all my sins before You and know that I am worthy of all punishments. I did not glorify You, Lord, worthily, taking advantage of my health, I sinned a lot, unrighteously using Your gifts, becoming attached to the world, often forgot about You, working for the body, destroying my soul. But I pray to You, God, in the name of Christ my Savior, Your Only Begotten Son, forgive me my sins for the sake of Your goodness and do not punish me according to Your righteousness, so that in the future I will always walk according to Your commandments, please You and, holyly taking advantage of all Your good deeds, always glorify Your great goodness.
So always push at the doors of His mercy, and He, as a Lover of mankind, will open them and show His mercy to you. But see, do not relax in prayer, but always force yourself to it, and the Lord, seeing your effort and sorrow, and that you do not want to leave Him, will help and suddenly change your state of mind.